What a life

I just moved to northern California where my mom's boy friend bought myself and my family a home on 3.72 acers. I've never felt more safe, content, scared, stressed and alone at the same time. I am so grateful for my life and my family but some days I'm not so sure i can do it. God will we keep pressing on and hope for the best everyday take it as it comes and do with it what we can.