wow what a year it has been. all i know is that god has a plan for my family and i. we will go where he wants us to go and do what he wants us to do. i have learned that god And my family are the only people i need to care for because it seems i'm a doormat. and it may be the people i choose as friends but i now know that i must care for myself and my family befor all ALWAYS
and so i will god willing